As I lay in mournful silence I
Ponder of the day gone by
And can’t help but feel, melodies
Racing in my heart
Songs of what I could have done
Songs of things I did wrong
All telling me, I am not enough
All telling me I can do no right
Yet suddenly, as silence thickens I
Feel a touch, a faint kiss
From Heaven all around me as
World around melts away
And I am surrounded by Him
Suddenly, I find
I am not alone
And day gone by, in all its worries and regrets
Melts away to nothingness
As I am kissed by His Presence in the dark
What are regrets in light of Him
What are insecurities in His gaze
All I am, laid bare and yet
I feel more alive than I’ve ever been
Here inside His arms
As peace comes rushing in
Like wave of Holy surrender as
All my worries, all my thoughts of self hatred become
Nothing as His love washes over me
As rain washes world with green
I am made anew, in His blood
Made His creation, reminded of the price
Of the price He paid for me
By His own blood, by His own Son
A pure and Spotless gift
And so I know, with unshaking, confidence that I
That I am not enough, and that’s ok
I was never meant to fight alone
For He alone, is enough
And He is my Redeemer and King
And so, He can be trusted
This unfailing God
Him who holds all my days, in His hands
And loves me just the same
And so I rest, in His arms
As repentance falls in tears from my eyes
As love wraps around me, wiping the wetness from my face
And covering me in Holy blood
As my Savior, the faithful God
Reminds me that though I am not enough
To face the world alone
That He, that He is enough for me
And only He can satisfy
He who kissed me in the dark~