But then there was
A shaking in the ground
It knocked death off his laughing chair
But then there was
A shaking in the ground
It knocked death off his laughing chair
All of heaven rejoiced
When the veil was torn in two
All of heaven rejoiced
When the stone, was rolled away
And the King rose in victory!
Hope for the dawn, comes
Blazing through the night
From fires high, and far away
Whose light is closer than a breath
Always constant, never failing
His love is like the starlight
His mercies, renewed every morning and
New as the dawn
Whose faithfulness, is without equal
Through night or any storm
Whose loving kindness, never changes
Whose mercy has no end
So I will hang on, until the dawn
Trusting in Your name alone
For You alone, can bring me through
My Refuge, my strong Tower
My God I’ll cling to You
Even till the dawn
Be with me, Lord keep me
Keep me here with You
Keep me, till the dawn
My God, on You I wait
“Just a moment,
Just a moment please.”
A boy whispers, on busy street corner
To loud and toiling world around
A woman stops, for but a moment and
Wishes to say more
But with dismal glance away, she shrugs
“I’m sorry.” and keeps walking
Again, he tries another
“Just a moment sir,”
To busy man, with things to do
On way to important meeting
“I have no time.” He says in a rush
Putting up his hand as if to hush
The boy, and pleading eminating from
His kind and weary eyes
Again, another perhaps
This will be the one
A child, walking by
Holding mothers hand
“A moment,”
He asks,
Eager for reply
As child looks, and meets his eye
The two smile a second as
Time seems to stop
Eyes held, in contentment
Gazing into one another
“Come on.” Mother pulls
And yanks young girl away
Off on some busy trip
Away from boy, her friend never met
But felt there in that gaze
Then we see, after the people
Keep on passing by
The truth, of the boy
Not a boy at all
While seemingly clad, in tired rags
We see, a peculiar, mystery
The boy, the man in fact is
More than he appears
Mighty, holy
Powerful
Held in human form
Kind, gracious, compassionate
Loving, and just forever
For boy, is no boy at all
But Spirit, holy
But Creator, loving
Asking us, for but a moment
To lavish His love upon us
For us to stop, in busy days
For but a second, and to see
As girl saw, in those eyes
Something, too wonderful to describe
Yet therein, lies
A peculiar, miraculous peace
Mingled with courage, love
And jealousy
Beauty and terror alike
The boy, boy no longer but
Man, fully grown
Hands pierced with nails
Head, bearing thorns
Walking off, towards calvary
There, on the busy street corner as
None see, nor care to notice
Condemned man, as He really is
But merely scoff, and laugh or even
Do not see Him at all
For busy-ness, and focus on
All the world around Him
But this Man, keeps on walking
Whether world acknowledges Him or not
Towards His task, His Father’s will
Full of pain, and suffering and yet
Peculiar, brutal beauty
Of tale of jealousy, of love
Mingled with passion, and justice
Wrath and mercy alike
That culminated, there on that tree where
Jesus paid, the price for me
For world, and us too busy to
Even know His name
Us, too blind in sin to
Even see His face
Us, too lost in anger and rebellion to
Even care to know His name
He still died, there He hung
For us, for me
That we might go free, and be
His, and His alone
Redemption laid,
Upon a tree
Our debt paid
By Him we owed
Our futures made alive in Him
Who died, so we could live
Free, from sin and death and
Free, to live for Him
Him who is so wonderful, so beautiful
So matchless, forevermore
To Him, dead no longer but
Risen, from tomb to heaven where
He sits enthroned, on praises and
Remains, at the right hand of the Father
Praying for us,
Interceding for us
Us, the once fallen
Now given life, in His blood
Us, so loved
Us, so desired
Us, so lost without Him
He waits for us to come
To Him, and find
All we could ever need
In Him, the crucified
The Risen, Redeemer
The loving God, the jealous Lover the
Just, and passionate Judge
Both beautiful and terrible
Perfect in wrath,
And mercy alike
So good, and so wonderful
May we praise Him,
And His great name
Now and, forevermore!
Him who is so merciful and
Him who is so good!
But may we not forget
That boy, on street corner
That Man, that Savior
Who made Himself available and
Redeemed us from our sins
May we not, leave Him on the cross
Nor let Him lie, in the grave
But remember, Him the living God
Our victorious King
And too, the loving Father
Who sent His Son, to die for us
Who beckons, by His Holy Spirit, that we
Come, for but a moment and
Many more, for all eternity in fact and
Come and spend, time with Him
Him who never fails
Who loves us so, who gave Himself
Who loves us as a Father and
Who adopted us, as His own
And who too, is within us
Burning, like fire to
Give us grace, and utterance to
Worship Him, in His strength and
Pursue Him, in our weakness
To follow Him, to lead us to Him
The three in One, the everlasting
Who calls to us, out of heaven and eternity
That we come, and spend a moment
With Him, in His Word
Making ourselves available
Open, to hear His words and
Even hear Him speak
That we may be, more like Him and
Know, His love for us and
Even more than this,
There, in the secret place
So run to Him, keep Him not waiting
Run to Him, for He is enough!
In painful labor, filled with agony
Mingled with joy, as soul is brought fourth
Into world for first time
There is, both pain and beauty as
Life is welcomed in
As promise born, millennia before
Comes to fruition in the cries
Of small, baby boy
The Messiah come to earth to save
To bring to life those dead
And too, years on
As promised in Scriptures written
Long before He walked the earth, that baby now a man
Suffers and bleeds, in pain and torment
Bringing life to the world
As He bleeds upon the ground
Beaten, bruised, and shattered there by men
In all the pain and torment, in the agony and gruesome scene
Still, there is beauty as
Savior bears the weight of sin
There on the tree, as He hangs
Suffocating from the weight
Of own body and of sin
He dies, the earth shakes
And death is defeated
For that man, once infant born
To virgin in a stable
Was no ordinary man, no ordinary person sentenced
To die by crucifixion
He was not just a prophet
Nor was He one of many
He was, as He said He was
The very Son of God
Come to bring life to the earth
In infant’s cries, and final shout
As veil rent in two
All the earth was paid for
Every soul redeemed by that Man, the perfect One
Who died in our stead
That every man, who calls on Him
And acknowledges His sacrifice
Could be, brought into Life
Out of sin, into Him
Made whole and perfect by His blood
By His tender mercies
For such is He, our God who came to save
And makes beauty in the pain
Though days may come and go
And world around turns dark and weary
And sun sets, and falls away
Leaving world to bitter night
Wrapped in darkness as a cloak
Though storm may come and go
And winds may shake and stir foundations laid
Years ago on shattered stone
Was thought strong, now cracking under weight
As life threatens to fall apart
Still, there is
In chaos and in blackest night
Hope, hope
There is hope through the darkness
There is light in the blackest night
For though, we are
Left alone by all around and
Left in cold and darkness to wonder if
We will make it to the dawn
Still, there is
A gracious God in Heaven who
In His mercy, in His goodness will
Never leave us alone
Who, while storms rage about
And winds whip around our falling homes
And all seems lost without hope
Bound to change and leave us broken
Still, remains
This God so inconceivable
This Maker, so incomprehensible
This Savior, so loving
This God, so constant
He is forever with us through the night
Our star, guiding us home
Beckoning us to Himself
So high above the Heavens, and yet
Right beside us in our darkness
Always constant, never failing
Our Light with us in the night
Our God who never fails~
Give me something that I may chase
A dream that I may pursue
A thing, greater than I
A thing I have never known
Give me something to chase
Show me a better World
I am desperate, and I am hungry
Give me more than I can know
I have nothing
Yet I have it all
The world has given me momentary happiness
But my soul, it longs for more
I am starving for purpose
I am desperate for a dream
Give me that which I have never known
Yes, give me that I have never seen
For I know, what world does offer
I know what path has wrought
All the world has given me
Is broken bones and shattered heart
My soul, it thirsts
Yet I know not where to look
Give me a purpose, lest I die
Give me more
Give me that which I have never known
For I am desperate
I am starving
My soul, it calls for that
That which I have never known
Give me Jesus. Give me Jesus.
Give me Him which I have never known
Give me He too wonderful for me
For I know, there is no other thing
I know there is no other way
So give me Him, give me this Jesus
Lest I die and fall to hell
For I know no other way
And my soul, it must have Him
Lest I die and fall to hell
Give me Him which I have never known
Give me Jesus. Give me Jesus
Him I have never known, yet my soul calls for
Give me reason, give me way
To seek Him in my life
I know not how to find Him but
I know He will find me
So I ask, dear God in Heaven
Give me You I have never known
Give me this Jesus.
For I am in need of You.
What greater pursuit have I, but to spend
My days, my years, my hours chasing
Him, that eternal God in Heaven who
Truly has no equal!
What better way to spend my life
What greater pursuit is there than this
To seek, with heart and soul, mind and body
Him who created earth, the very Living God!
What greater thing is there than this
What on earth compares to Him
Nothing, nothing, is worthy nor
Compares to Him, this God in Heaven
It is Him I will seek!
So Lord, give me strength
Give me stamina, give me desire to
Pursue only You, my God alone who is
So worthy, so good
You alone have no equal
You who have no compare!
You I will seek, all Your boundless, mysteries
The nature of Your character God, it is enough
Boundless to keep me in love, for all eternity
To keep me sustained for all days of time!
For You, truly are
All that You say You are
And Lord, You are my grandest Dream
The only Mystery worth Pursuing!
It is You alone I will seek
You alone I will praise
You, my God
The only One, the only One for me
The only Thing worth pursuing
The only One deserving of
My praise and adoration for
All eternity!
You who have no equal
You who have no end
Who can measure Your goodness Lord
Who can comprehend Your worth
Who is worthy, to seek after You
In the place where You dwell?
None, none
All have fallen short before Your glory
Yet You have made a way, by Your holy Son
You have made a way for us, the unworthy to
Know You, as You are
What greater joy is there than this
What greater pursuit than, the beauty of
This Savior and God eternal
Only You. Only You.
My God, it is only You
You alone who are worthy
The only Mystery worth pursuing!
Who am I?
I do not know
As you ask from painted billboards and
Scream to me from cardboard signs
Who am I?
Am I enough?
You make me question as I wonder aimlessly through aisles stocked
With things to make me better and
More worthy of something I will never have
Nor ever wish to have and yet
I find myself pursuing, in days spent toiling
To be like you, you who tell me that
I am not enough
Yet as I wander through halls of
Self and reflection I
Am greeted by, you once more
An enemy, I’ve called friend
For more years than I could count
For I look at you, and believe your lies
I believe what you say about me
And I am, comfortable
Damaged in your arms that make me feel
Insecure about all of me and
Make me hate myself, and who I am
Because I am not you
I am not what you had wanted
For your lofty expectations are
Placed inside my head
By I, who take your lies demanding perfection and
Try to soar with them as wings
But instead of soar, I fall to earth
Heavy under weight I was never meant to carry
Yet you, bid me to, that I might be
Bound forever in your shackles and
Blind to all your evil
That I might, forget who I am
Who I am really called to be
By One who is holier, and really, has no comparison to you
That I may be seperated from Him
Cut off for all eternity
Then your work, will be complete
You I once called friend
For every lie, every word
Every falsity under guise of truth was spoken to
Drag me down to hell, away from Him
From Him who alone is true
So away from me!
You worker of lies!
I will believe your spittings no longer!
I choose to trust in Him
Who alone made me, as He intended and
Who calls me to be, so much more
Than you ever feared and
Than I ever dreamed
For what I am, is not mine
All I am is His
He has called me, as His own
So I can rest in confidence
Knowing that, He is good
And faithful for all time
Forever true, always merciful
Him who made me as I am
And I, I now know who I am
I. AM. HIS.
And that is enough for me.
For You have called me as Your own
A thing I will never truly understand
Yet Your great mercy is, enough for me
So I will praise You, forevermore
You who have called me Your own
I will trust in You
For You have made me, pure and spotless
Cleansed by Your blood
And so, the only thing
The only title, the only approval I
Will ever wish to seek
Is Yours, that I may please You
That I may be Yours, and Yours alone
A thing, You have already done by Your great mercy
By Your own spotless Son
So I will rest, and know that I
Am Yours, and Yours alone
And that is enough for me.
Walking through a tired world, I find
A mess of people, a world of sorrows entangled by
Strings of sorrow and of grief
Tying them to days past, and binding them
To future bathed in torment
For these sorrows and griefs, once masqueraded themselves as
Forest of joys, world of happiness and freedom
Yet now lay wrapped around them as chains, and shackles that
Cannot be broken by powers of men
By they who sought them so
But I see, too
Amidst this sea of brokenness and pain
A glimmer, a hope
A faint Light drawing closer to, those bound in chains and strings
Drawing closer to me
I twitch at coming light, as blinding as the sun, as it
Walks nearer me, bound in chains
And sorrows of a life lived out
And of rebellion to the Lord and God
In rebellion to my Maker
But yet, as I try to peer into Light
Drawing closer to my broken frame, I see
That He I denied, stands now before me
The God I rejected comes to me know
Bathed in robes of glory and of light
I close my eyes as Light draws nearer, for
Fear of growing blind
As glory and holiness ebbs closer, I feel
Heat radiating from that Light piercing through
Even the darkest of my sins and
Illuminating the cords and strings bound about me
What can I do?
Where can I go?
Chains have me bound so tightly, and yet
This Savior still draws closer
I wish to run, to escape
Away from such Beauty for
Beside Its Light, I see how broken and
How far I have truly fallen
Now bound in cords and strings
Held by chains to my sins
Suddenly, I feel a touch
A simple hand on my shoulder as
Heat rushes down into my body and
I writhe beneath the heavy weight, as it burns in my soul and
Melts my spirit with Its Light
Process is painful as
This hand touches me
As all within me is laid bare and
I am left as I truly am, without façade
Broken, broken and
Bound by heavy chains
Not strings, of simple cord but
Heavy iron shackles, around my wrists and ankles
Laid around my neck and heart
Binding me, to my transgressions
I see it all next to this Light, as it rages deep within me
From holy hand upon my shoulder
Amidst the pain and incessant burning, I hear
Simple whisper, marked with love and mercy speak
Words of comfort to my soul
As it asks, with quiet passion
Do you wish to be free?
I remain a moment, stunned by question
Still burning by this Light
Yet nod, with all strength I can spare
Wearied by reality of my state, so broken and
Bound by heavy chains
I feel hand, move beneath my chin and
Lift my head to meet Its gaze
I dare not open eyes, yet something pushes me
To do so, as I see
Beauty, Beauty, as I
Have never known before
Such beauty, such holiness
Stands before me know
Burning, and bathing me with
Holy, holy Light
Suddenly, I feel a tug as
Chains are ripped from arms and neck and
Fall from my ankles and
Rush towards Him, that Light before me
As if chains were called by name and
Respond to some Lord, not their own but
Powerful, and Mightier than
Any one on earth and
Greater than their own master who
Gave these chains to me, in exchange for
Moment of happiness and
False joy drenched in lustful rebellion
These shackles stop, before Him and
Almost stoop, as if to bow
Before this Lord of Heaven and
Bid Him homage, as if shrinking beneath
Weight of His holiness and glory
I watch, suddenly as
Light becomes, as form of man
Still all God, yet all man, as He
Stands before me, masqueraded in
Human flesh, with glory and holiness
Not tainted by mortal body
In an instant, chains leap back
Unsure of what this means
Yet, I see in His eyes
That Light that stands before me in human flesh
A desire, a passion for
Some cause, greater than Himself
Given by , His Father and
Willed by Heaven’s King
With deliberate action, He
Lifts His arms out from His sides and
Looks too chains, and bids them come
And lay on Him instead
Chains look at each other in
Curious, wicked glee and
Quickly, yet hesitantly rush towards Him
As if with haste, and worry of some trick
And bind Him where He stands
I look now, to this Savior, to this God of Heaven and
See Him, in human form, now willfully bond
By my own transgressions and
Can’t help but weep, as I stand free
The one deserving of this fate, before
He who deserved it, least of all
Him who reigns over galaxies and
Governs stars above
Now bound, in my chains
A priceless, reckless gift of love
For me, for me
For me who deserved it all
I am undone.
But story does not end there, no
Justice was paid in full
For death, was warranted and
Deserved by me who bore those chains
And now fell upon, this Holy God
Who now stood before me, bound willingly
As tears ran from His face
Of love, and mercy and
Perhaps even for me
They led Him off, those chains of mine
And dragged Him off to hill, where men
With chains of own, beat Him and
Hung Him on a tree
I could no longer, bear the sight
I fell to knees, and wept most bitterly
For He, now bore weight of my rebellion and
Now hung in my place
Cut off, even
From His Father, in Heaven as
He became, literal sacrifice
Pure and spotless Lamb who took the weight and
Punishment of my sin
And took it all, every sin
And bore penalty of death, for every sinner
Even those who crucified Him
And He did it all, so willingly
For He was stonger, mightier, holier
The very God of Heaven, and yet
Allowed Himself to become sin and
Be killed for my transgressions
A mystery, a mystery
I will never understand
Then, all of a sudden as
I had head laid on ground, in the dust
My tears turning earth to mud
Ground shook, most violently and
Darkness fell on land
All the world grew silent as
If in hush, as if in stunned silence as
Holy One, of Heaven breathed
His last upon the earth
As the very Son of God, was dead
Killed by iniquity not His own
I rose, in stunned silence as
The deed was at last done
My price, was fully paid
My burdens, fully bore
By He who did not deserve them, by Him, the Holy One
Of Heaven who was now deceased, and hung limp on tree
On tree meant for me
Meant for every soul of earth, now spared by
This Man’s own Holy blood
What mercy, what love was shown
That day on Calvary
When Messiah, when pure Lamb came down
And died for you and me?
A question, I
Have spent lifetime trying to answer, and yet
Have never found end too, this bottomless question
Of the reality, of the true worth of Him, who died for me
Of Him who took my shame, and chains and
Carried them to cross
And did not hesitate to die, nor suffer in my stead
Yet paid it all, to make me free and
Do His Father’s will
A mystery, a God
A Savior, far too wonderful for me
Yet I will, forever praise Him
For story did not end there
He rose again, when three days past and
Defeated hell and grave
He broke the power, of all my chains and
Of every sin and evil of the earth
That those who, believe in Him and
Trust His Holy Name
And accept, His Holy Gift
He, that pure Sacrifice
May be saved, may be redeemed and
Delivered by His blood
Made pure, made holy by
His own holy blood and name
Made His own, made children of God
By this Savior of the world!
So I will spend, all my days
Every hour, every moment praising
Him, this God, this Holy One
Who died and rose again, who saved me from
All my iniquities!
Who gave me His Son, to die in my stead
To make me free, no strings nor chains
Made perfect by His blood
Made His, made His
Purchased by this Savior of the world!
For it is not me, nor is it anything
I did or could ever do to deserve
Such a holy, holy gift, only goodness of He
Of HE who died for me
The Mystery, I will never fully understand
Yet I will praise, for all eternity
In life eternal given by
This Holy One of Heaven for
He is so worthy, He has no equal
There is none like Him on the earth, nor in
All creation under Heaven
Nor in all Heaven itself
For He, this God
This Godhead three in One is,
Matchless, holy and
Passionate, and jealous for all days
With no equal on the earth!
And He has saved me, yes, He has made a way
For all men, to come to Him
No matter how broken or forgotten
That they may be, cleansed and healed by His blood
And made His, belonging to
This Savior of the world, this God in Heaven that
Is so good, and forever worthy
He who has no equal!
So praise Him, praise Him this holy God who
Took all our shame and
All our iniquities
And bore them, Himself
Placed on His Holy Son
He who made us free, He who has redeemed us
Let us praise Him, forever more
This God who is so worthy and
Made a way, to make us free
Who broke off, every chain and
Power of hell below
Who made possible, for broken men to be’
Restored by His blood
And made His, and made His
Belonging to the only Living God
The Spotless One of Heaven
He who is forever worthy, so deserving
Let us praise Him forevermore!