Hope for the Dawn

Hope for the dawn, comes

Blazing through the night

From fires high, and far away

Whose light is closer than a breath

 

Always constant, never failing

His love is like the starlight

His mercies, renewed every morning and

New as the dawn

 

Whose faithfulness, is without equal

Through night or any storm

Whose loving kindness, never changes

Whose mercy has no end

 

So I will hang on, until the dawn

Trusting in Your name alone

For You alone, can bring me through

My Refuge, my strong Tower

 

My God I’ll cling to You

Even till the dawn

Be with me, Lord keep me

Keep me here with You

 

Keep me, till the dawn

My God, on You I wait

A Moment

“Just a moment,
Just a moment please.”
A boy whispers, on busy street corner
To loud and toiling world around

A woman stops, for but a moment and
Wishes to say more
But with dismal glance away, she shrugs
“I’m sorry.” and keeps walking

Again, he tries another
“Just a moment sir,”
To busy man, with things to do
On way to important meeting

“I have no time.” He says in a rush
Putting up his hand as if to hush
The boy, and pleading eminating from
His kind and weary eyes

Again, another perhaps
This will be the one
A child, walking by
Holding mothers hand

“A moment,”
He asks,
Eager for reply
As child looks, and meets his eye

The two smile a second as
Time seems to stop
Eyes held, in contentment
Gazing into one another

“Come on.” Mother pulls
And yanks young girl away
Off on some busy trip
Away from boy, her friend never met

But felt there in that gaze

Then we see, after the people
Keep on passing by
The truth, of the boy
Not a boy at all

While seemingly clad, in tired rags
We see, a peculiar, mystery
The boy, the man in fact is
More than he appears

Mighty, holy
Powerful
Held in human form
Kind, gracious, compassionate

Loving, and just forever

For boy, is no boy at all
But Spirit, holy
But Creator, loving
Asking us, for but a moment

To lavish His love upon us

For us to stop, in busy days
For but a second, and to see
As girl saw, in those eyes
Something, too wonderful to describe

Yet therein, lies
A peculiar, miraculous peace
Mingled with courage, love
And jealousy

Beauty and terror alike

The boy, boy no longer but
Man, fully grown
Hands pierced with nails
Head, bearing thorns

Walking off, towards calvary
There, on the busy street corner as
None see, nor care to notice
Condemned man, as He really is

But merely scoff, and laugh or even
Do not see Him at all
For busy-ness, and focus on
All the world around Him

But this Man, keeps on walking
Whether world acknowledges Him or not
Towards His task, His Father’s will
Full of pain, and suffering and yet

Peculiar, brutal beauty
Of tale of jealousy, of love
Mingled with passion, and justice
Wrath and mercy alike

That culminated, there on that tree where
Jesus paid, the price for me
For world, and us too busy to
Even know His name

Us, too blind in sin to
Even see His face
Us, too lost in anger and rebellion to
Even care to know His name

He still died, there He hung
For us, for me
That we might go free, and be
His, and His alone

Redemption laid,
Upon a tree
Our debt paid
By Him we owed

Our futures made alive in Him
Who died, so we could live
Free, from sin and death and
Free, to live for Him

Him who is so wonderful, so beautiful
So matchless, forevermore
To Him, dead no longer but
Risen, from tomb to heaven where

He sits enthroned, on praises and
Remains, at the right hand of the Father
Praying for us,
Interceding for us

Us, the once fallen
Now given life, in His blood
Us, so loved
Us, so desired

Us, so lost without Him
He waits for us to come
To Him, and find
All we could ever need

In Him, the crucified
The Risen, Redeemer
The loving God, the jealous Lover the
Just, and passionate Judge

Both beautiful and terrible
Perfect in wrath,
And mercy alike
So good, and so wonderful

May we praise Him,
And His great name
Now and, forevermore!
Him who is so merciful and

Him who is so good!

But may we not forget
That boy, on street corner
That Man, that Savior
Who made Himself available and

Redeemed us from our sins
May we not, leave Him on the cross
Nor let Him lie, in the grave
But remember, Him the living God

Our victorious King

And too, the loving Father
Who sent His Son, to die for us
Who beckons, by His Holy Spirit, that we
Come, for but a moment and

Many more, for all eternity in fact and
Come and spend, time with Him
Him who never fails
Who loves us so, who gave Himself

Who loves us as a Father and
Who adopted us, as His own
And who too, is within us
Burning, like fire to

Give us grace, and utterance to
Worship Him, in His strength and
Pursue Him, in our weakness
To follow Him, to lead us to Him

The three in One, the everlasting
Who calls to us, out of heaven and eternity
That we come, and spend a moment
With Him, in His Word

Making ourselves available
Open, to hear His words and
Even hear Him speak
That we may be, more like Him and

Know, His love for us and
Even more than this,
There, in the secret place
So run to Him, keep Him not waiting

Run to Him, for He is enough!

Beauty in the Pain

In painful labor, filled with agony
Mingled with joy, as soul is brought fourth
Into world for first time
There is, both pain and beauty as

Life is welcomed in

As promise born, millennia before
Comes to fruition in the cries
Of small, baby boy
The Messiah come to earth to save

To bring to life those dead

And too, years on
As promised in Scriptures written
Long before He walked the earth, that baby now a man
Suffers and bleeds, in pain and torment

Bringing life to the world

As He bleeds upon the ground
Beaten, bruised, and shattered there by men
In all the pain and torment, in the agony and gruesome scene
Still, there is beauty as

Savior bears the weight of sin

There on the tree, as He hangs
Suffocating from the weight
Of own body and of sin
He dies, the earth shakes

And death is defeated

For that man, once infant born
To virgin in a stable
Was no ordinary man, no ordinary person sentenced
To die by crucifixion

He was not just a prophet
Nor was He one of many
He was, as He said He was
The very Son of God

Come to bring life to the earth
In infant’s cries, and final shout
As veil rent in two
All the earth was paid for

Every soul redeemed by that Man, the perfect One
Who died in our stead
That every man, who calls on Him
And acknowledges His sacrifice

Could be, brought into Life
Out of sin, into Him
Made whole and perfect by His blood
By His tender mercies

For such is He, our God who came to save
And makes beauty in the pain

The Night is Never Without Light

Though days may come and go

And world around turns dark and weary

And sun sets, and falls away

Leaving world to bitter night

 

Wrapped in darkness as a cloak

 

Though storm may come and go

And winds may shake and stir foundations laid

Years ago on shattered stone

Was thought strong, now cracking under weight

 

As life threatens to fall apart

 

Still, there is

In chaos and in blackest night

Hope, hope

There is hope through the darkness

 

There is light in the blackest night

 

For though, we are

Left alone by all around and

Left in cold and darkness to wonder if

We will make it to the dawn

 

Still, there is

A gracious God in Heaven who

In His mercy, in His goodness will

Never leave us alone

 

Who, while storms rage about

And winds whip around our falling homes

And all seems lost without hope

Bound to change and leave us broken

 

Still, remains

This God so inconceivable

This Maker, so incomprehensible

This Savior, so loving

 

This God, so constant

He is forever with us through the night

Our star, guiding us home

Beckoning us to Himself

 

So high above the Heavens, and yet

Right beside us in our darkness

Always constant, never failing

Our Light with us in the night

 

Our God who never fails~

 

 

 

In Need

Give me something that I may chase
A dream that I may pursue
A thing, greater than I
A thing I have never known

Give me something to chase
Show me a better World
I am desperate, and I am hungry
Give me more than I can know

I have nothing
Yet I have it all
The world has given me momentary happiness
But my soul, it longs for more

I am starving for purpose
I am desperate for a dream
Give me that which I have never known
Yes, give me that I have never seen

For I know, what world does offer
I know what path has wrought
All the world has given me
Is broken bones and shattered heart

My soul, it thirsts
Yet I know not where to look
Give me a purpose, lest I die
Give me more

Give me that which I have never known
For I am desperate
I am starving
My soul, it calls for that

That which I have never known
Give me Jesus. Give me Jesus.
Give me Him which I have never known
Give me He too wonderful for me

For I know, there is no other thing
I know there is no other way
So give me Him, give me this Jesus
Lest I die and fall to hell

For I know no other way
And my soul, it must have Him
Lest I die and fall to hell
Give me Him which I have never known

Give me Jesus. Give me Jesus
Him I have never known, yet my soul calls for
Give me reason, give me way
To seek Him in my life

I know not how to find Him but
I know He will find me
So I ask, dear God in Heaven
Give me You I have never known

Give me this Jesus.
For I am in need of You.

Pursue

What greater pursuit have I, but to spend
My days, my years, my hours chasing
Him, that eternal God in Heaven who
Truly has no equal!

What better way to spend my life
What greater pursuit is there than this
To seek, with heart and soul, mind and body
Him who created earth, the very Living God!

What greater thing is there than this
What on earth compares to Him
Nothing, nothing, is worthy nor
Compares to Him, this God in Heaven

It is Him I will seek!

So Lord, give me strength
Give me stamina, give me desire to
Pursue only You, my God alone who is
So worthy, so good

You alone have no equal
You who have no compare!
You I will seek, all Your boundless, mysteries
The nature of Your character God, it is enough

Boundless to keep me in love, for all eternity
To keep me sustained for all days of time!
For You, truly are
All that You say You are

And Lord, You are my grandest Dream
The only Mystery worth Pursuing!
It is You alone I will seek
You alone I will praise

You, my God
The only One, the only One for me
The only Thing worth pursuing
The only One deserving of

My praise and adoration for
All eternity!
You who have no equal
You who have no end

Who can measure Your goodness Lord
Who can comprehend Your worth
Who is worthy, to seek after You
In the place where You dwell?

None, none
All have fallen short before Your glory
Yet You have made a way, by Your holy Son
You have made a way for us, the unworthy to

Know You, as You are
What greater joy is there than this
What greater pursuit than, the beauty of
This Savior and God eternal

Only You. Only You.
My God, it is only You
You alone who are worthy
The only Mystery worth pursuing!

Who am I?

Who am I?
I do not know
As you ask from painted billboards and
Scream to me from cardboard signs

Who am I?
Am I enough?
You make me question as I wonder aimlessly through aisles stocked
With things to make me better and

More worthy of something I will never have
Nor ever wish to have and yet
I find myself pursuing, in days spent toiling
To be like you, you who tell me that

I am not enough

Yet as I wander through halls of
Self and reflection I
Am greeted by, you once more
An enemy, I’ve called friend

For more years than I could count

For I look at you, and believe your lies
I believe what you say about me
And I am, comfortable
Damaged in your arms that make me feel

Insecure about all of me and
Make me hate myself, and who I am
Because I am not you
I am not what you had wanted

For your lofty expectations are
Placed inside my head
By I, who take your lies demanding perfection and
Try to soar with them as wings

But instead of soar, I fall to earth
Heavy under weight I was never meant to carry
Yet you, bid me to, that I might be
Bound forever in your shackles and

Blind to all your evil

That I might, forget who I am
Who I am really called to be
By One who is holier, and really, has no comparison to you
That I may be seperated from Him

Cut off for all eternity

Then your work, will be complete
You I once called friend
For every lie, every word
Every falsity under guise of truth was spoken to

Drag me down to hell, away from Him
From Him who alone is true

So away from me!
You worker of lies!
I will believe your spittings no longer!
I choose to trust in Him

Who alone made me, as He intended and
Who calls me to be, so much more
Than you ever feared and
Than I ever dreamed

For what I am, is not mine
All I am is His
He has called me, as His own
So I can rest in confidence

Knowing that, He is good
And faithful for all time
Forever true, always merciful
Him who made me as I am

And I, I now know who I am
I. AM. HIS.

And that is enough for me.

For You have called me as Your own
A thing I will never truly understand
Yet Your great mercy is, enough for me
So I will praise You, forevermore

You who have called me Your own
I will trust in You
For You have made me, pure and spotless
Cleansed by Your blood

And so, the only thing
The only title, the only approval I
Will ever wish to seek
Is Yours, that I may please You

That I may be Yours, and Yours alone
A thing, You have already done by Your great mercy
By Your own spotless Son
So I will rest, and know that I

Am Yours, and Yours alone
And that is enough for me.

Strings

Walking through a tired world, I find

A mess of people, a world of sorrows entangled by

Strings of sorrow and of grief

Tying them to days past, and binding them

 

To future bathed in torment

 

For these sorrows and griefs, once masqueraded themselves as

Forest of joys, world of happiness and freedom

Yet now lay wrapped around them as chains, and shackles that

Cannot be broken by powers of men

 

By they who sought them so

 

But I see, too

Amidst this sea of brokenness and pain

A glimmer, a hope

A faint Light drawing closer to, those bound in chains and strings

 

Drawing closer to me

 

I twitch at coming light, as blinding as the sun, as it

Walks nearer me, bound in chains

And sorrows of a life lived out

And of rebellion to the Lord and God

 

In rebellion to my Maker

 

But yet, as I try to peer into Light

Drawing closer to my broken frame, I see

That He I denied, stands now before me

The God I rejected comes to me know

 

Bathed in robes of glory and of light

 

I close my eyes as Light draws nearer, for

Fear of growing blind

As glory and holiness ebbs closer, I feel

Heat radiating from that Light piercing through
Even the darkest of my sins and

Illuminating the cords and strings bound about me

 

What can I do?

Where can I go?

Chains have me bound so tightly, and yet

This Savior still draws closer

 

I wish to run, to escape

Away from such Beauty for

Beside Its Light, I see how broken and

How far I have truly fallen

 

Now bound in cords and strings

Held by chains to my sins

 

Suddenly, I feel a touch

A simple hand on my shoulder as

Heat rushes down into my body and

I writhe beneath the heavy weight, as it burns in my soul and

 

Melts my spirit with Its Light

 

Process is painful as

This hand touches me

As all within me is laid bare and

I am left as I truly am, without façade

 

Broken, broken and

Bound by heavy chains

 

Not strings, of simple cord but

Heavy iron shackles, around my wrists and ankles

Laid around my neck and heart

Binding me, to my transgressions

 

I see it all next to this Light, as it rages deep within me

From holy hand upon my shoulder

 

Amidst the pain and incessant burning, I hear

Simple whisper, marked with love and mercy speak

Words of comfort to my soul

As it asks, with quiet passion
Do you wish to be free?

 

I remain a moment, stunned by question

Still burning by this Light

Yet nod, with all strength I can spare

Wearied by reality of my state, so broken and

 

Bound by heavy chains

 

I feel hand, move beneath my chin and

Lift my head to meet Its gaze

I dare not open eyes, yet something pushes me

To do so, as I see

 

Beauty, Beauty, as I

Have never known before

Such beauty, such holiness

Stands before me know

 

Burning, and bathing me with

Holy, holy Light

 

Suddenly, I feel a tug as

Chains are ripped from arms and neck and

Fall from my ankles and

Rush towards Him, that Light before me

 

As if chains were called by name and

Respond to some Lord, not their own but

Powerful, and Mightier than

Any one on earth and

 

Greater than their own master who

Gave these chains to me, in exchange for

Moment of happiness and

False joy drenched in lustful rebellion

 

These shackles stop, before Him and

Almost stoop, as if to bow

Before this Lord of Heaven and

Bid Him homage, as if shrinking beneath
Weight of His holiness and glory

 

I watch, suddenly as

Light becomes, as form of man

Still all God, yet all man, as He

Stands before me, masqueraded in

 

Human flesh, with glory and holiness

Not tainted by mortal body

 

In an instant, chains leap back

Unsure of what this means

Yet, I see in His eyes

That Light that stands before me in human flesh

 

A desire, a passion for

Some cause, greater than Himself

Given by , His Father and

Willed by Heaven’s King

 

With deliberate action, He

Lifts His arms out from His sides and

Looks too chains, and bids them come

And lay on Him instead

 

Chains look at each other in

Curious, wicked glee and

Quickly, yet hesitantly rush towards Him

As if with haste, and worry of some trick

 

And bind Him where He stands

 

I look now, to this Savior, to this God of Heaven and

See Him, in human form, now willfully bond

By my own transgressions and

Can’t help but weep, as I stand free

 

The one deserving of this fate, before

He who deserved it, least of all

Him who reigns over galaxies and

Governs stars above

 

Now bound, in my chains

A priceless, reckless gift of love

For me, for me

For me who deserved it all

 

I am undone.

 

But story does not end there, no

Justice was paid in full

For death, was warranted and

Deserved by me who bore those chains

 

And now fell upon, this Holy God

Who now stood before me, bound willingly

As tears ran from His face

Of love, and mercy and

 

Perhaps even for me

 

They led Him off, those chains of mine

And dragged Him off to hill, where men

With chains of own, beat Him and

Hung Him on a tree

 

I could no longer, bear the sight

I fell to knees, and wept most bitterly

For He, now bore weight of my rebellion and

Now hung in my place

 

Cut off, even

From His Father, in Heaven as

He became, literal sacrifice

Pure and spotless Lamb who took the weight and

 

Punishment of my sin

And took it all, every sin

And bore penalty of death, for every sinner

Even those who crucified Him

 

And He did it all, so willingly

For He was stonger, mightier, holier

The very God of Heaven, and yet

Allowed Himself to become sin and

 

Be killed for my transgressions

 

A mystery, a mystery

I will never understand

 

Then, all of a sudden as

I had head laid on ground, in the dust

My tears turning earth to mud

Ground shook, most violently and

 

Darkness fell on land

 

All the world grew silent as

If in hush, as if in stunned silence as

Holy One, of Heaven breathed

His last upon the earth

 

As the very Son of God, was dead

Killed by iniquity not His own

 

I rose, in stunned silence as

The deed was at last done

My price, was fully paid

My burdens, fully bore

 

By He who did not deserve them, by Him, the Holy One

Of Heaven who was now deceased, and hung limp on tree

On tree meant for me

Meant for every soul of earth, now spared by

 

This Man’s own Holy blood

 

What mercy, what love was shown

That day on Calvary

When Messiah, when pure Lamb came down

And died for you and me?
A question, I

Have spent lifetime trying to answer, and yet

Have never found end too, this bottomless question

Of the reality, of the true worth of Him, who died for me

 

Of Him who took my shame, and chains and

Carried them to cross

And did not hesitate to die, nor suffer in my stead

Yet paid it all, to make me free and

 

Do His Father’s will

 

A mystery, a God

A Savior, far too wonderful for me

Yet I will, forever praise Him

For story did not end there

 

He rose again, when three days past and

Defeated hell and grave

He broke the power, of all my chains and

Of every sin and evil of the earth

 

That those who, believe in Him and

Trust His Holy Name

And accept, His Holy Gift

He, that pure Sacrifice

May be saved, may be redeemed and

Delivered by His blood

Made pure, made holy by

His own holy blood and name

 

Made His own, made children of God

By this Savior of the world!

 

So I will spend, all my days

Every hour, every moment praising

Him, this God, this Holy One

Who died and rose again, who saved me from

 

All my iniquities!

 

Who gave me His Son, to die in my stead

To make me free, no strings nor chains

Made perfect by His blood

Made His, made His

 

Purchased by this Savior of the world!

 

For it is not me, nor is it anything

I did or could ever do to deserve

Such a holy, holy gift, only goodness of He

Of HE who died for me

 

The Mystery, I will never fully understand

Yet I will praise, for all eternity

In life eternal given by

This Holy One of Heaven for

 

He is so worthy, He has no equal

There is none like Him on the earth, nor in

All creation under Heaven

Nor in all Heaven itself

 

For He, this God

This Godhead three in One is,

Matchless, holy and
Passionate, and jealous for all days

 

With no equal on the earth!

 

And He has saved me, yes, He has made a way

For all men, to come to Him

No matter how broken or forgotten

That they may be, cleansed and healed by His blood

 

And made His, belonging to

This Savior of the world, this God in Heaven that

Is so good, and forever worthy

He who has no equal!

 

So praise Him, praise Him this holy God who

Took all our shame and

All our iniquities

And bore them, Himself

 

Placed on His Holy Son

 

He who made us free, He who has redeemed us

Let us praise Him, forever more

This God who is so worthy and

Made a way, to make us free

 

Who broke off, every chain and

Power of hell below

Who made possible, for broken men to be’

Restored by His blood
And made His, and made His

Belonging to the only Living God

The Spotless One of Heaven

He who is forever worthy, so deserving

 

Let us praise Him forevermore!