Fight For Me

I stand amidst battle cries

Armies raging all around

I cannot help, but hear the sound

Of others screaming, victory

 

But yet in my heart, I know the truth

I am no warrior still

I have not the heart, nor the will

To fight for that, which I know is right

 

So who am I?

 

Am I a warrior?

Or a saint?

Do I, with all my soul paint

An image for a greater purpose or

 

Do I simply muddy the canvas with

My broken spirit, torn by the flesh

Doing only that which I, think and feel as best.

For I am, truly broken

 

I am sorely lost

 

Given over to my fantasies

I delight, in all the wrong

Toiling under blazing sun, all the day long

For that, which is putrid

 

For that, which feels right

But in the end, will leave me broken and

Torn up beyond repair, far more lost than I ever planned

Truly, truly I am lost

 

I am no warrior still

 

So what purpose can I serve

What can I do?

What good or noble thing, lest it be by you?

For I am sorely lost, so sorely lost without you

 

So God in heaven, hear me

Hear my broken song

Help me to cry out, my soul to wholly long

From the deepest places, for You and only You, declaring

 

My God, my God

Fight for me!

 

You’ve called me to battle, but

I am no warrior, nor a saint

I cannot rhyme, nor sing

Or do anything apart from you

 

Oh God in heaven

I cannot fight, I can scarcely stand

Nor even look, up to your hand

I can only cry, here at your feet

 

My God, my God

Fight for me!

 

For I’ve heard, in holy places that

You, oh Lord

Fight for us and

Even make, intercession

 

For our broken souls.

Crying out, for mercy in

Spite of, our brokenness

Bringing justice, yet mercy the same

 

So please, my God, my God

Pray for me!

 

High Priest of heaven

You who wear, the victor’s crown

Slain, and risen Savior

Do, as only you can do

 

Bring life to my depravity

Bring purity, to my sinfulness

Bring fire, bring water

Bring all of you, that I might be

 

Wholly Yours, my God, oh God

Have mercy upon me

 

Please would you come

 

I am no warrior

I am no saint, without You, I am lost

I am not worthy to even speak your name, and yet

You know my heart the same

 

So great, and mighty God

Come do, as only You can do

Take these broken pieces of a life and

Fill it, with Your blood

 

That I may be, my own no longer

No longer sold out, to worldly pleasures but

Wholly given, wholly surrendered

Fully, in Your arms

 

That I may be, Yours, and only Yours, my God

Move in me I pray

 

Jesus, God of heaven, with all I am I’m asking

Would You come, would you move in me the same?

 

I know I am broken

So easily, recklessly lost

But yet your blood has made a way

For me to be made whole

 

Your word has promised, that I

Even one as broken as I, can come

In repentance, to Your throne of mercy and

Find rest, in You alone

 

In You, the great Mystery, in You who is

Even singing, over me

Jesus, I’ll rest in You alone, for it is You

You who are fighting for me

 

Make Me Desperate

If I am not on fire
How can I convince others to burn?

If I am not thirsty for God
How can I get others to drink of living water?

If I am not hungry for His Word
How can I bring others to eat?

If I am not with God
What am I, what have I

But dust
But ashes of a broken man

Truly
I need a resurrection

Truly
I need fresh fire

Truly
I need a revelation of You

My God
Come burn in me again

Such fire I have never known

Come shake me with such passion
For those lost that I

May weep
As I have never wept before

Make me hunger
Like I have never hungered

Make me thirst
As I have never thirsted

Make me that
Which I have never been before

Make me Yours
Take me deeper into You

Lord make us desperate
And bring us back to You!

What I Find

What I find,
To be, most mysterious
Most perplexing, and most wonderful is
The truth, of the God we serve

The character,
And nature, of who He is
The goodness,
And the beauty of His name

Found, therein
There, in the secret place
For what I find there,
Is Him

He is there, in the secret place
Waiting for us, to call on Him
Waiting for us, to run to Him and
Taste and see that He is good!

Greater than any worldly pleasure
Greater than any fleshly lust
Greater than any lie of the enemy
Greater even than our hearts!

He is,
He is enough
And He waits, for us to find
Him, and all He is

There,
In the secret place He waits
For us, to run to Him
For us, to find Him there

For He,
He is enough
And He alone is good
So run to Him, call on Him alone

For He waits
There for us
A beautiful, mystery
A wonderful enigma

He is,
Truly
The only Mystery worth pursuing
The only dream worth chasing

The promise of Him
Enough to keep us steady
The promise of Him
Enough to keep us coming

Running, after Him
For He, He alone is worth the fight
He alone,
Is worth it all

So keep chasing Him,
Him who waits
And even,
Chases us

A Mystery
An enigma
May we never, be satisfied
With anything, less than Him

For He alone,
He alone is worth it all
May we call, on Him again
May we run, to Him again

And find Him there,
There, in the secret place
Where He waits
For us there

Where He waits,
For us, to come and find Him
Playfully, lovingly
Calling

Us to keep on coming
To keep on chasing Him
A beautiful Mystery
A mysterious Lover

May we cling, to Him alone
May we run to Him again
The only Mystery, worth chasing
The only God, worth pursuing

Who even, waits for us
To call, on His name
And will meet us
When we call on Him

Who allows Himself to be found
There, in the secret place
Run to Him, call on Him
He alone, He is enough

He is all we need

Untitled

When words fall short to utter
Truths, of praise to God in Heaven
Sing but one name, speak with one voice
The name, above all names

The name of Jesus Christ

When world around falls apart
And nothing still remains unshaken
Sing, to heart and soul, to mind and body that
Name, too beautiful, to comprehend

That name of Jesus Christ

When pains, so deep
Rend tears in heart, beyond repair
And words fall short to utter grief
Speak, and sing that name, that perfect name

Of the Savior Jesus Christ

For He, in Himself, is enough to cover us
He is enough, to heal our broken hearts, and too
Utter that which we cannot, and create in us
A heart of praise and adoration, not possible without Him

To make our brokenness, into beauty
To turn our mourning, into joy
To take our sins, our failures, our shame
And make us new beneath His holy blood

For He, is enough
He is sufficient to cover us, to carry us
He is enough to keep us His
Enough to see us home to Him

Not by our merit, or our own worth, but by
His own strength and power and
By His great, unending mercy
By His love, and grace are we

Free to be His own!

So praise that name, above all names
Glorify, that God in Heaven who
Came and gave, Himself for us
Who is, more than enough

All we could ever hope for,
More than we could ever dream
Endless, and boundless as the sea
Whose greatness goes beyond the skies

Praise Him, and call upon that name
That name, above all names
The name, of the only Begotten Son
Of our Healer, our Savior, our Redeemer, our King

The name of Jesus Christ alone
Praise Him forevermore
For He is enough
Cling to that name alone!

Jesus, Jesus
Father we look to You.
You are our only One
The only One we could ever need

Jesus, Jesus
Oh how we need You
How we need You again
For You are our only One, our only Hope

Jesus, we need You again!
Speak to us again we pray
We have no good, apart from You
Jesus, fill us with Your love

Oh how we need You again!
Only You are faithful and
Only You are good
Jesus, we look to You

How we need You again!

Remember Us

Oh God in Heaven,

Maker of Heaven and Earth

We are desperate, we are calling

We are in need of You

 

Children perish in mothers’ wombs

Youth end their lives at will

Our nation, is dying

Our children, are crying out

 

God, we need You again

 

There is no other way

To see these lost brought home

To see these broken, restored

To see this nation back to You

 

It is only You, it is only You

Only You can save us

So God, we are asking

God, we are pleading

 

God we need You again

 

So remember us, as we walk

Daily these forsaken halls

These places, few have dared to tread

Yet daily suffer inside these broken places

 

Remember us, as we go

About our days, and let us see

Let us see those crying out

And may we point them back to You

 

Remember us, as we stand

And make our pleas to You

As we cry, save our generation

As we ask, heal these broken ones

 

For God, we are in need of You again

Lord, we can’t go on like this

Shake us, shake us

To see, as You see

 

To ask again, for Your heart

For these lost, and dying ones

That they, may find You

Lord, we pray

 

Remember us

That You may, be glorified

That we, may come home to You

And see this lost generation back

 

To You, to You

God, there is no other way

We need You, we need You

God we need You again

 

And forgive us for, ever thinking we

Could go on, happily

Without You daily with us and

Without Your Spirit inside us

 

We see now, we cannot go on

I will not take another step, lest You

Lest You go with me and

Lest I have You by my side

 

We cannot go on, there is no other way

God, we call on You again

Remember us, as we pray

And heal this broken, generation

 

Remember us we pray

In Need

Give me something that I may chase
A dream that I may pursue
A thing, greater than I
A thing I have never known

Give me something to chase
Show me a better World
I am desperate, and I am hungry
Give me more than I can know

I have nothing
Yet I have it all
The world has given me momentary happiness
But my soul, it longs for more

I am starving for purpose
I am desperate for a dream
Give me that which I have never known
Yes, give me that I have never seen

For I know, what world does offer
I know what path has wrought
All the world has given me
Is broken bones and shattered heart

My soul, it thirsts
Yet I know not where to look
Give me a purpose, lest I die
Give me more

Give me that which I have never known
For I am desperate
I am starving
My soul, it calls for that

That which I have never known
Give me Jesus. Give me Jesus.
Give me Him which I have never known
Give me He too wonderful for me

For I know, there is no other thing
I know there is no other way
So give me Him, give me this Jesus
Lest I die and fall to hell

For I know no other way
And my soul, it must have Him
Lest I die and fall to hell
Give me Him which I have never known

Give me Jesus. Give me Jesus
Him I have never known, yet my soul calls for
Give me reason, give me way
To seek Him in my life

I know not how to find Him but
I know He will find me
So I ask, dear God in Heaven
Give me You I have never known

Give me this Jesus.
For I am in need of You.